It's a weird state of liberation and confession when drinking. The day today falls away or more accurately is simply forgotten as true desires service and emerge into the conscious.
It's a nice change. At least for me. It wouldn't say it's an addiction at this point, but it's definitely a preferred mental state of being.
Inhibitions are definitely reduced. Perhaps the same time Cardinal desires are exposed and let out as if someone scratched the sticker releasing the pheromones out into the air, releasing the thoughts to be consciously considered and honestly assessed.
Logic drops away
It's hard not to be excited by it
Intoxicated by it. No. Not by the alcohol by the freedom. The liberation the honest embrace with self.
I want to travel. I want to explore. I went to Rome and to walk and to drive or do these feelings end up?. Where do They take me?
Is this a look inside my brain or a look from the inside from inside the cell trapped. Out onto possibility?
Scratching the itch feels like progress...
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